7 Days Sober and Counting….

That's right.  7 days sober.  But to get here I had another meltdown, but this time I called my dad and told him everything.  Well, not everything, but the main points, such as, help, I can't stop drinking and I'm horribly depressed. My parents came down and took me and the dog home, I took … Continue reading 7 Days Sober and Counting….


The Drunk Files

I've been drinking heavily since Thursday, and have done nothing with my holidays at all.  I'm thoroughly fed up with myself, and with sitting here writing posts about 'this is it, no more!  I can do this!'..... and then the next day going, no wait, I messed up again. I was bored and down last … Continue reading The Drunk Files


My 'recovery' hasn't started yet, its actually getting worse.  I obsessed about wine on the drive back, then did the whole drank a bottle, ordered takeaway with another bottle, blacked out and work up this morning hating every cell in my body. I couldn't tell you the last night I slept not under the influence. … Continue reading Disaster.