Day 1, again. This is going to be tough.

After all my positive talk about staying strong and not drinking over Christmas, I failed miserably and drank wine on Christmas Day and Boxing Day.  I managed to not get black out drunk, but still, that is no achievement in itself.  Being home for Christmas is a massive trigger for me.  It serves to highlight … Continue reading Day 1, again. This is going to be tough.

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Day 1. Sober, determined and enlightened

Yesterday was an interesting day. I spent most of it browsing a blog dedicated to enlightening people to the dangers of the narcissist. A contributing factor to the decline into alcoholism for me was a hellish 3 year relationship.  Although it ended two years ago, I am still haunted by the words and actions of … Continue reading Day 1. Sober, determined and enlightened