I give up counting

I have no willpower.  Well, not when it comes to alcohol.  I gave up smoking overnight, and I can still have the odd one now and again (usually the result of boozing) but I never feel the urge to have another one after.  Even when I have a crappy day, I can think, 'ah, how … Continue reading I give up counting



I drank two bottles of wine last night.  And I don't feel horrifically hung over because my body is now used to drinking that much.  This is not good.  I'm starting to get pain in my lower back when I drink, and my insides are starting to feel generally just a bit sore and achy, … Continue reading Frustration