Its now been 4 days since I last drank, and 4 days since I started taking citalopram, and...... So far so good. I've really not felt like drinking at all. My stomach still feels a bit off, i'm struggling to eat much and i'm craving fruit juice more than anything. Its unlikely that the pills are … Continue reading Update: Still sober. Day: 4
Drinking before going to the doctors wasn't a wise move. The waiting room was hot and I looked absolutely shocking, I looked like a junky. As soon as I sat down in the doctors office, I burst out crying, and out it all flowed, in a big snotty weepy slightly hysterical stuttering verbal vomit fest. … Continue reading At the Doctors
I just want to say thank you to everyone who has liked or followed my blog. I know its not easy reading to follow someone who is in the depths of a negative self absorbed addiction, where hope is shattered on a daily basis. But as i site here, quaffing my absent flatmates wine that … Continue reading Thanks and Hope
Its been a rubbish Monday. A colleague has bone cancer, and I'm stressing over cabbage condensation. A colleague who has been ill for a while has been diagnosed with incurable cancer. Its not necessary terminal, but the prognosis isn't great. That alone was enough to send me on a quest for wine, on a Monday. … Continue reading Appointment Made
Soooo. Last week was terrible, sorry, I was terrible (accountability). However, I had a weekend away which could have resulted in boozing, but I kept it to two glasses of wine which for me is impressive. I feel like mentally I've turned a corner. I feel an old spark of motivation to get fit, almost … Continue reading Am I over analysing?