Mentally and Physically done in.

I had to call in sick again today.  And its not a lie, I've been sick all night, my stomach is in bits, my lower back is killing me, and I feel like if someone were to hand me a pill right now that would end it all, and guarantee a black oblivion, I would … Continue reading Mentally and Physically done in.



Well, as predicted, I did chin the excess wine (having filled the flatmate's wine bottles back up to their original levels, yes, this is my life).  I just couldn't bring myself to pour it way.  Drinking wine on a Sunday afternoon, having drank heavily the night before.  Smashing. Thankfully, I have managed to stop myself … Continue reading Predictable


Today has been a bit of a strange one.  I slept well enough, but woke up feeling tired, sweaty for some reason, and mildly panicky.  I had ordered a grocery delivery mainly for the dog's food, so I wouldn't need to go out and face the world, but there was a problem with the payment … Continue reading Tired.


This isn't the post I wanted to write, but its the truth so it needs to be done.  I drank, again.  It got to about 3pm yesterday and I had a crashing low, I couldn't concentrate, my head went somewhere very dark, and all I could think was, one bottle of wine will make it … Continue reading Crisis