Well, as predicted, I did chin the excess wine (having filled the flatmate’s wine bottles back up to their original levels, yes, this is my life). I just couldn’t bring myself to pour it way. Drinking wine on a Sunday afternoon, having drank heavily the night before. Smashing. Thankfully, I have managed to stop myself from walking to the shop to get another bottle, so I’ve only had about 3/4 of a bottle in total, and i’m now on the green tea. There is definitely still an urge to go to said shop and purchase some more mind altering poison in a fancy bottle, but I am NOT going to do it.
I am going to feed the dog, take her out for a walk, have salad for dinner, have a relaxing shower, then go to bed early and read a book, like a normal human being. Im not going to venture into the drunken, dark abyss that my mind seems to crave. I choose the light!