I did it again. I got drunk. I bought wine, I drank it, I got drunk and ordered takeaway and another bottle of wine, and now I’m ill, ashamed and so sick of myself. Staying sober is hard, drinking is easy. But feeling this shitty is beyond awful. My skin is crawling and I just want all this to go away. I feel so weak and out of control. I need to be strong, get myself together and beat this. It can be done, others have shared their stories of getting sober and staying sober, it is possible.