.........and.........still sober! I went for a swim and sauna after work, came home and cleaned the house again, just for something active to do, then pottered about, healthy dinner and now early to bed to read This Naked Mind. I'm feeling pretty pooped, and to be honest, not as chipper as I was this morning, … Continue reading Day 3 pm……..
Just a very quick hello to the world, its a lovely day, I'm AF 2 full days, and this is the am of day 3, and I'm feeling goooooood! Back pain has eased, stomach less bloated, and generally feeling a bit more like my normal self. I've been warned that cravings may surface later today, … Continue reading Day 3 am…..
Today was super busy, I had plans to volunteer on a project in the morning/early afternoon, although I was worried that I would be hungover, but, as I didn't drink the night before (!!!!!) I was fresh as a daisy. Well, not quite, my back still ached and I felt a bit squiffy from all … Continue reading Post ‘Wobble’ high!
Yesterday was day one, although as I was hungover, does it really count? I woke up quite early and sort of dozed, but I kept having dreams where I had forgotten to do something, like I was looking for a new place to live for my new job, but had forgotten to go for the … Continue reading Day one, in the bag.
Today hasn't been a complete bust, I managed to sleep for a couple of hours, then took the dog for a sunny walk. Although, I was feeling pretty unfit. Im a wheezy sweaty mess. I'm not over weight, just totally unfit. Which is crazy considering I did a half marathon in October. With the sun … Continue reading Sun Is Shining, On the Up.
I did it again. I got drunk. I bought wine, I drank it, I got drunk and ordered takeaway and another bottle of wine, and now I'm ill, ashamed and so sick of myself. Staying sober is hard, drinking is easy. But feeling this shitty is beyond awful. My skin is crawling and I just … Continue reading Distraught
I had to call in sick again today. And its not a lie, I've been sick all night, my stomach is in bits, my lower back is killing me, and I feel like if someone were to hand me a pill right now that would end it all, and guarantee a black oblivion, I would … Continue reading Mentally and Physically done in.
Well, as predicted, I did chin the excess wine (having filled the flatmate's wine bottles back up to their original levels, yes, this is my life). I just couldn't bring myself to pour it way. Drinking wine on a Sunday afternoon, having drank heavily the night before. Smashing. Thankfully, I have managed to stop myself … Continue reading Predictable
I'm not doing very well at this whole not drinking business. In fact, its getting worse. My flatmate has been away for the week and i've pretty much been drinking every night. Today I feel horrific, my stomach is a mess, my head is thumping and spinning out, my skin is dull and oily, I've … Continue reading Hungover, ashamed, exhausted.
Just a quick update, the appointment was a little disappointing. There was quite a lot of emphasis on drink driving, as in don't, and if I am I need to contact the DVLA and they will decide on taking my licence.... I can confirm that I have NEVER driven drunk. I just wouldn't. I suppose … Continue reading Post Appointment